Yes, it took me that long to settle, fix my
things, unpack my luggage and feel comfortable again with my new environment before I finally write again.
I never imagine that it would be different
compared to just going home for a short visit. It felt weird, trying to fit in
to your home… there are times that I still feel like a stranger to them.
Many things have changed in 8 years… my
niece and nephews weren’t kids at all, gone are the running under the table and
jumping on the bed; they are now busy doing their own stuff.
We are all adjusting; I tried to fit in
with their routines… Nanay’s breakfast, Tatay’s merienda and kids midnight
snacks. They are also trying to know me again… and I know it’s harder on their
part especially for my brother and sister-in-law as I was too pushy on many
things. But they patiently adjust according to my demands.
The first 2 weeks were really hard; I easily
get irritated when things didn’t go my way. I say words that were offensive
without considering their feelings.
Thank God that it was not long after I was
rebuked by the Holy Spirit; He made me realized that I might offend other
people, especially my family because of my actions.
A
hot-tempered man stirs up dissension, but a patient man calms a quarrel. –
Proverbs 15:18
How can I encourage them to join me in the
ministry when I, myself was not living the life that is pleasing to God?
Self-check: Yes, I am guilty. And only
through the Holy Spirit that I realized my mistakes and weaknesses…
During this transition, I am sure that I
can still do offensive things that might hurt them… but through the Holy
Spirit, I am more cautious and more sensitive with my actions; thank God I am
guarded and guided.
The
fear of the Lord teaches a man wisdom, and humility comes before honour. –
Proverbs 15:33
#Transition #WhenGodCallsYou
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